[00:28.33]You called yesterday to basically say
[00:34.97]That you care for me
[00:36.72]But that you''re just not in love
[00:42.58]Immediately, I pretended
[00:44.74]To be feeling similarly
[00:45.85]And led you to believe I was OK
[00:50.91]To just walk away from the one thing
[00:53.02]That''s unyielding and sacred to me
[00:57.07]Well, I guess I''m trying to be
[00:58.76]Non-chalant about it
[01:00.66]And I''m going to extremes
[01:02.26]To prove I''m fine without you
[01:04.05]But in reality
[01:05.50]I''m slowly losing my mind
[01:07.51]Underneath the guise of a smile
[01:09.29]Gradually, I''m dying inside
[01:10.81]Friends ask me how I feel
[01:12.65]And I lie convincingly
[01:14.48]''Cause I don''t want to reveal
[01:16.54]The fact that that I''m suffering
[01:18.06]So, I wear my disguise
[01:20.14]''Til I go home at night
[01:21.80]And turn down all the lights
[01:23.60]And then I break down and cry
[01:27.95]So, what do you do
[01:30.11]When somebody you''re devoted to
[01:31.93]Suddenly just stops loving you
[01:34.00]And it seems they haven''t got a clue
[01:37.71]Of the pain that rejection
[01:39.72]Is putting you through
[01:42.07]Do you cling to your pride
[01:44.08]And sing "I Will Survive"
[01:45.57]Do you lash out and say
[01:47.43]"How dare you leave this way"
[01:53.32]Do you hold on in vain
[01:54.95]As they just slip away
[01:57.15]Well, I guess I''m trying to be
[01:58.94]Non-chalant about it
[02:00.64]And I''m going to extremes
[02:02.28]To prove I''m fine without you
[02:04.09]But in reality
[02:05.30]I''m slowly losing my mind
[02:07.77]Underneath the guise of a smile
[02:09.85]Gradually, I''m dying inside
[02:11.18]Friends ask me how I feel
[02:12.81]And I lie convincingly
[02:14.55]''Cause I don''t want to reveal
[02:16.23]The fact that that I''m suffering
[02:18.28]So, I wear my disguise
[02:20.11]''Til I go home at night
[02:21.99]And turn down all the lights
[02:23.61]And then I break down and cry
[03:11.65]Well, I guess I''m trying to be
[03:13.07]Non-chalant about it
[03:14.78]And I''m going to extremes
[03:16.54]To prove I''m fine without you
[03:18.39]But in reality
[03:19.89]I''m slowly losing my mind
[03:21.79]Underneath the guise of a smile
[03:23.27]Gradually, I''m dying inside
[03:25.31]Friends ask me how I feel
[03:26.99]And I lie convincingly
[03:28.75]''Cause I don''t want to reveal
[03:30.57]The fact that that I''m suffering
[03:32.25]So, I wear my disguise
[03:34.38]''Til I go home at night
[03:36.27]And turn down all the lights
[03:37.71]And then I break down and cry
[03:39.50]Well, I guess I''m trying to be
[03:41.29]Non-chalant about it
[03:43.92]And I''m going to extremes
[03:44.89]To prove I''m fine without you
[03:46.56]But in reality
[03:47.89]I''m slowly losing my mind
[03:49.98]Underneath the guise of a smile
[03:51.46]Gradually, I''m dying inside
[03:53.54]Friends ask me how I feel
[03:55.29]And I lie convincingly
[03:56.93]''Cause I don''t want to reveal
[03:58.60]The fact that that I''m suffering
[04:00.46]So, I wear my disguise
[04:02.44]''Til I go home at night
[04:05.11]And turn down all the lights
[04:06.92]And then I break down and cry
[04:07.94]Well, I guess I''m trying to be
[04:09.50]Non-chalant about it
[04:11.25]And I''m going to extremes
[04:13.06]To prove I''m fine without you
[04:14.81]But in reality
[04:16.73]I''m slowly losing my mind
[04:18.43]Underneath the guise of a smile
[04:19.68]Gradually, I''m dying inside
[04:21.49]Friends ask me how I feel
[04:23.40]And I lie convincingly
[04:25.20]''Cause I don''t want to reveal
[04:26.94]The fact that that I''m suffering
[04:28.66]So, I wear my disguise
[04:30.76]''Til I go home at night
[04:32.66]And turn down all the lights
[04:34.85]And then I break down and cry