[00:19.75]I''m sitting contemplating
[00:22.50]is it worth it should I take it
[00:25.12]Take that shot and change my life
[00:27.45]Get that glock and take his life
[00:29.67]Hospitals and bloody noses
[00:32.21]this would end all obstacles that I could leave.
[00:36.24]Knowing I can’t leave
[00:37.56]so it’s either him or me
[00:40.17]Cause he gon'' kill me if I stay I know
[00:42.82]Gon'' kill me, he cant change I know
[00:45.36]from the first time that he did it
[00:47.92]made a promise that he''d quit it
[00:50.54](shit)
[00:51.59]God it’s so much worse
[00:53.35]don''t wanna end up in a hearse
[00:54.86]I guess I gotta do it first
[00:58.03]yes I gotta do it first
[00:59.69]I cant go back now, back now, I''m runnin’
[01:02.71]but where to go cops I hear them comin’
[01:04.93]and if they catch me I still ain''t sorry
[01:07.53]If that was wrong just call me guilty
[01:10.07]Cause if you knew what he did to me
[01:12.52]I know I would get your sympathy
[01:15.04]So if they catch me I still ain''t sorry
[01:17.60]Just lock me up and call me guilty guilty.
[01:20.47]I did it
[01:21.62]Pulled the trigger
[01:22.69]It wasn’t so hard go figure.
[01:24.93]Before I did it I said
[01:27.43]This was for all the blood I shed.
[01:30.13]For all the women who go through this shit.
[01:33.60]Can’t think of what to do, this shit
[01:35.98]done tore ‘em up inside and out.
[01:38.46]Who’s still tryna get out.
[01:40.81]He gon'' kill you if you stay I know
[01:43.29]I’ve been through this, oh yes I know
[01:45.79]I know he promised that he''d quit it
[01:48.50]If you believe him girl forget it
[01:50.94](shit)
[01:52.02]You know I’m right
[01:54.01]Don’t wanna see him take your life
[01:56.22]And it will only just get worse
[01:58.58]That’s why I had to do it first.
[02:00.88]I cant go back now, back now, I''m runnin’
[02:03.30]but where to go cops I hear them comin’
[02:05.64]and if they catch me I still ain''t sorry
[02:08.01]If that was wrong just call me guilty
[02:10.55]Cause if you knew what he did to me
[02:13.18]I know I would get your sympathy
[02:15.64]So if they catch me I still ain''t sorry
[02:18.13]Just lock me up and call me guilty guilty.
[02:21.64]There’s so much blood
[02:23.07]I grabbed my stuff
[02:24.21]But before I could leave the cops busted in.
[02:26.13](You have the right to remain silent)
[02:28.04]No, I have the right to stay alive.
[02:29.48]But guess what, I’d do it again.
[02:31.12]He would have killed me (just)
[02:32.85]Before I killed him.
[02:34.03]It would have been him up in this building.
[02:36.43]It would have been him faking tears.
[02:39.03]But what’s funny is that I’m the one standing here, hey yeah.
[02:40.49]I cant go back now, back now, I''m runnin’
[02:43.61]but where to go cops I hear them comin’
[02:45.94]and if they catch me I still ain''t sorry
[02:48.30]If that was wrong just call me guilty
[02:50.93]Cause if you knew what he did to me
[02:53.45]I know I would get your sympathy
[02:56.04]So if they catch me I still ain''t sorry
[02:58.31]Just lock me up and call me guilty guilty.
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