[00:17.68]I watched the proverbial sunrise
[00:20.84]Coming up over the Pacific and
[00:24.09]You might think I''m losing my mind,
[00:26.99]But I will shy away from the specifics...
[00:30.24]
[00:30.52]''cause I don''t want you to know where I am
[00:36.93]''cause then you''ll see my heart
[00:39.95]In the saddest state it''s ever been.
[00:43.69]
[00:44.54]This is no place to try and live my life.
[00:50.51]
[00:50.98]Stop right there. That''s exactly where I lost it.
[00:53.99]See that line. Well I never should have crossed it.
[00:57.17]Stop right there. Well I never should have said
[00:59.98]That it''s the very moment that
[01:01.63]I wish that I could take back.
[01:03.58]
[01:04.05]I''m sorry for the person I became.
[01:10.53]I''m sorry that it took so long for me to change.
[01:17.19]I''m ready to be sure I never become that way again
[01:23.81]''cause who I am hates who I''ve been.
[01:27.53]Who I am hates who I''ve been.
[01:31.20]
[01:43.33]I talk to absolutely no one.
[01:46.38]Couldn''t keep to myself enough.
[01:49.12]And the things bottled inside have finally begun
[01:52.50]To create so much pressure that I''ll soon blow up.
[01:56.06]
[01:56.51]I heard the reverberating footsteps
[01:59.62]Synching up to the beating of my heart,
[02:03.08]And I was positive that unless I got myself together,
[02:07.33]I would watch me fall apart.
[02:09.06]
[02:09.52]And I can''t let that happen again
[02:15.83]''cause then you''ll see my heart
[02:18.98]In the saddest state it''s ever been.
[02:22.48]
[02:23.56]This is no place to try and live my life.
[02:29.35]
[02:29.76]I''m sorry for the person I became.
[02:36.28]I''m sorry that it took so long for me to change.
[02:42.96]I''m ready to be sure I never become that way again
[02:49.57]''cause who I am hates who I''ve been.
[02:53.30]Who I am hates who I''ve been.