[00:15.09]I was a girl, you was a man
[00:16.95]I was too young to understand
[00:18.90]I was naive, I just believed
[00:20.77]Everything that you told me
[00:22.68]Said you were strong, protecting me
[00:24.55]Then I found out that you were weak
[00:27.05]Keeping me there under your thumb
[00:28.93]Cause you were scared that I''d become much
[00:31.11]More than you could handle
[00:33.19]Shining like a chandelier
[00:35.67]That decorated every room
[00:37.69]Inside this private hell we built
[00:40.40]And I dealt with it like a kid
[00:43.45]I wished I could fly away but instead
[00:46.73]I kept my tears inside cause I knew if I
[00:50.57]Started I''d keep cryin'' for the rest of my
[00:54.34]Life with you I finally built up the strength
[00:58.49]To walk away don''t regret it
[01:00.50]But I still live with the side effects
[01:02.89]Wakin'' up scared some nights
[01:04.13]Still dreamin'' ''bout the violent times
[01:05.95]Still a little protective ''bout the people
[01:08.05]That I let inside
[01:09.77]Still a little defensive
[01:11.08]Thinkin'' folks be tryin'' to run my life
[01:13.66]Still a little depressed
[01:15.22]Inside I fake a smile and deal with the
[01:17.31]Side effects
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[01:32.04]Vacant inside no one was there
[01:33.98]Couldn''t be real, had to keep quiet
[01:35.87]Once in a while put up a fight
[01:37.70]It''s just too much night after night
[01:39.62]After a while I would just lie
[01:41.48]You were dead wrong said you were right
[01:43.40]Did what i could just to survive
[01:45.27]Couldn''t believe this was my life
[01:47.63]Flickering like a candle
[01:49.17]Doin'' my best to handle
[01:51.19]Sleepin with the enemy
[01:52.78]Aware that he was smothering
[01:56.30]Every last part of me
[01:59.61]So I broke away and finally
[02:01.58]Found the strength to breathe
[02:03.04]I kept my tears inside cause I knew if I
[02:06.74]Started I''d keep cryin'' for the rest of my
[02:10.52]Life with you I finally built up the strength
[02:14.67]To walk away don''t regret it
[02:16.87]But I still live with the side effects
[02:19.47]Wakin'' up scared some nights
[02:20.61]Still dreamin'' ''bout the violent times
[02:21.82]Still a little protective ''bout the people
[02:24.07]That I let inside
[02:25.68]Still a little defensive
[02:26.82]Thinkin'' folks be tryin'' to run my life
[02:29.46]Still a little depressed
[02:30.81]Inside I fake a smile and deal with the
[02:33.53]Side effects
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[02:48.64]Young Jeezy Verse
[03:20.31]Forgive but I can''t forget
[03:22.15]Everyday I deal with this
[03:24.05]I live with the side effects
[03:25.60]But I ain''t gon let them get the best of me
[03:27.86]Forgive but I can''t forget
[03:29.77]Everyday I deal with this
[03:31.64]I live with the side effects
[03:33.21]But I ain''t gon let them get the best of me
[03:35.35]I kept my tears inside cause I knew if I
[03:39.09]Started I''d keep cryin'' for the rest of my
[03:42.92]Life with you I finally built up the strength
[03:47.04]To walk away don''t regret it
[03:48.95]But I still live with the side effects
[03:50.82]Wakin'' up scared some nights
[03:52.51]Still dreamin'' ''bout the violent times
[03:54.58]Still a little protective ''bout the people
[03:56.61]That I let inside
[03:58.34]Still a little defensive
[03:59.54]Thinkin'' folks be tryin'' to run my life
[04:02.07]Still a little depressed
[04:03.31]Inside I fake a smile and deal with the
[04:06.05]Side effects
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